I think that the reason why I love movies so much, and any form of art in general, is because it expresses in words, actions, pictures, even in notes of a piece of music, what I feel, or how I felt but could not find the words to express it properly.
I began to notice this when I started to read poetry in my college classes and the poets had a way of reaching out to me and helping me understand that I am not alone in thinking a certain way, or feeling a certain way. I wish that I kept a more detailed journal back then! Once I made the connection between my feelings and Art (I will have to dedicate a post to what I think is "art") then a new world opened up to me. Finally I started to believe in the Collective Unconscious - The Jungian idea that the human race (our species) shares similar expereinces that guides teh individual into a better actualization of his/her individualism. As I slowly began to look at the written and spoken word, picture (both still and moving) and music, as a conduit to explain my life.
Maybe this isnt making any sense so I will illustrate it with some recent examples; I would have millions of examples by now if I was more diligent with journal keeping.
The Song "Up against the wall" by Boys like Girls. Perhaps a song that barely anyone interested in reading this has ever heard of, but this song is so key to how I felt when I was going through my divorce.
"It's over
Look out below
And I'm wasted
I still taste it
Yeah it's so hard to let go
So breathe in now
And breathe it out
The forecast
A car crash
It's looking like another...
Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
No rewinds
No second times
And I won't break
I won't waste, everything you left behind
So don't follow
Just let it go
The weather's, been better
Don't let it be another...
Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die"
This song is about a guy who is in a disastrous relationship and he is trying to break up with this girl. I really loved the line "I cant deny your eyes" because with my ex-wife, I couldn't say no when she started to cry, once I saw those eyes water up then I would cave in, every time and she knew it. I felt, but couldn't put it into words until this song, that "I wish that I had never loved at all." You are fed this idea that Tennyson originally penned, "It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" (In Memorandum 27;1850). And when something bad happens, when something tragic occurs you instantly think about Tennyson's quote even though it completely contradicts your true inner feelings. Boys like Girls broke from that tradition and penned (so to speak) their feelings "Who said that its better to have loved and lost, I wished that I had never loved at all." I like to think that women are more complicated in our day and age. In the 1850's women did not have suffrage, in many 1st world civilized countries women were still seen as "less-than-equal" to a man. So I deduce that women, for the most part weren't as free-thinking (much lower college attendance) than women of today. But with free-thinking comes the ability to destroy a man more efficiently. Of course men have always had that ability for cruelty, Women only just caught up. :) So today, you have these situations like the song, like my experience where the woman has you trapped and you really do wish that you had never "fell in love."
Another example of my point comes from the "Army Strong" theme song.
This Commercial motivates me so much to do anything, really. Its funny that throughout my military training, whenever I have to do something that takes me out of my comfort zone, like being a 100 feet in the air, crossing between two towers on only one rope, I inevitably think of this song. Any Army soldier will tell you that this tune gets stuck in your head the moment someone starts to whistle it. It expresses in music, the desire to serve the nation. Mixed with written words and powerful moving pictures, you have the ultimate recruiting tool. :)
Well I will write down some more later as they come to me but I think that the point is clear that I love Art in all of its forms when it speaks things that I have only felt, but that I have never been able to capture in words before. speaks words of the soul.